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| merry (late) christmas everyone (:
sorry, sorry, sorry it's been so long. me = way too busy.
school's good, our cross country team ended up THIRD PLACE at state finals on my birthday (november 1 <3.), aaaand my boyfriend and I have been together for a little over 5 months. when it comes to teenage love; these are the years.
when else is he gonna leave flowers on your porch?
or sit on the trampoline and count the stars with you?
don't waste the bittersweet taste of his lips, because
you're only young once. young love is the best kind.
the most fun, most precious. these are the years.
people who say teens are too young to love, they don't
understand. teenage love is the best, the most romantic.
these are the years. don't let them pass you by. more later.
getting ready to leave for my grandparents house. 
loveeee<3.
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| oh man.
i'm so sorry guys. this summer has been amazing, and going by waaaaay too fast.
there's never enough time in the day. one. Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that'll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won't cheat on her because he knows she's got all that he wants & needs already. He would be willing to be your friend & your lover & won't mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that'll do anything for you, even if it's to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn't bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won't leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he's out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn't afraid to smile to his friends every time you're around & tell them, "She's the one". The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they're little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you're falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it's a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he's happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn't want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you're down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he'd cry with you when times are hard. Those kinds that will go through thick & thin with & for you. Those kinds that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren't; loves you because you're his little brat & he's your teddy bear. 
two. the hardest thing in this world is to find someone
who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes but still loves everything about you. three. every time i lose hope for you,
there you are again. always there. 
me and my boy (:
four. Albert Camus once wrote:
"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken."
but I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing,
and if there's no healing then there's no learning.
and if there's no learning then there's no struggle.
But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken?
-One Tree Hill five. she wouldn't care if you called her and woke her up just to talk. she hates arguing, but she's good at it. scary movies make her paranoid. she hates it when people don't call her back. she envies every couple she sees walking around showing their happiness. she only wants to be happy and lately all she thinks about is you. 
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| :) one. when you start to miss me,
just remember, you were the one who left. two. One of the hardest parts of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. three. & you could have me in a
heart beat if you wanted to.  four. communication, it's the first thing we really learn in life. funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words, & really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say or how to ask for what we really need. five. And no relationship is perfect, ever. There are some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something in order to gain something greater. But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences, and that's the key. it's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.
- Sarah Dessen six. i think i am afraid to be happy
because whenever i get too happy
something bad always happens.
-Charlie Brown  
seven. Have you ever wanted to ask a question,
but you didn't because you knew in your heart
that you wouldn't be able to handle the answer? eight. maybe my heart told your heart it had a parking place outside or that we both like taking walks & doing things at night maybe our hearts have the same favorite colors & found each other that way or maybe it was because they both like sunshine best & always tell the summer to stay maybe your heart sent my heart a secret message that said 'ive been waiting for you lets go love' or maybe when it comes to things like this there aren't reasons, hearts just know. nine. To truly, I mean really love another is to be able to look at the person with someone else and still manage to say 'I'm happy for you.'  
ten. "You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray.
And I stood there lovin' you and wished them all away.
And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you."
Cold As You : Taylor Swift. 
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| hey guys!
i just got back from cross country camp this week, and have been busy since then. update soon, i promise!
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| finally...
summer '08 :D sorry it's been so long, exams, friends, and horse shows have been eating up a ton of my time these days.
thank you thank you thank you to those who still comment and sub; i really appreciate it (: one. i still wish you would call, not to go do anything, just to talk.
i miss hearing your voice every night,
and i guess i just miss you making me smile. two. she wasn't bitter, but she was sad.
but it was the hopeful kind of sad,
the kind of sad that just takes time. three. I want to be the girl that he's up all night
thinking about & the girl that he's telling
his guys about saying, "I think I love her."  
four. The only thing harder then walking away
Is knowing that you won't chase after me. five. We shouldn't be judged on how we fall, but on how we rise after falling. six. i was mid-laugh when you called. just reading your name from my phone stunned me so fiercely that for two seconds, i truly couldn't breathe. and from my sudden silence, all of my friends could tell that it was you.  
seven. don’t give up when you still have something to give;
nothing’s really over until the moment you stop trying. eight. I'm standing in the same place that you left me.
And I'll stay until you find your way back here again. nine. He smiles then looks away,
and you wonder just maybe that smile
meant something he couldn't say. 
ten. Aerodynamically, the bumblebee shouldn't
be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't
know it, so it keeps flying anyway. eleven. i try to think of the bad memories,
to try and help me remember
why i want to be apart from you,
but when i look back,
the good times are all i want to hold onto. twelve. People ask me to why it's so hard to trust people;
I ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise. 
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